The Hospital Road
57 years ago, he was really happy with the news that his wife is going to give birth to his child. He was young then. That is what people told me, I was not there, I born 35yrs later this incident.
And his biggest dream came true; I remember quite well, he lived in flat no.013 in the building next to our street. His child born, he and his wife were coming back to their house when that accident took place, a road accident of a car with a bus. They were passing from the Hospital Road when his dream was lost forever. He and his wife had to be hospitalized for 2 weeks, they came back home, but they lost their child.
After a year his wife also died, because she wanted her child, but nature never returns anything which it takes back once.
After death of his wife, he knew that he should learn to live alone. But his heart was broken and all his love for children was overflowing.
Years passed, and then came I, people told us about his story. My mother showed some sympathy but I was always hatred of him (and I was wrong).
My brother loved him so much that daily after his school he went for his apartment. My brother was not alone, other children also liked him, may be because he loved children.
When I was 20 my hatred for him was increased. I thought that, he captured my brother’s whole childhood; he has also grown up but still loves him, however, now he visited him less.
My mother worked as baby sitter, but children liked him more than my mother.
I had no father so my mother was free (or she carried heavy chains of aloneness inside).
Till then, he became old like his apartment, most of people left that but he refused to leave that house in which his wife died. But children still went there to meet him.
One day, my mother went to him, they were friends. At that time I was also grown up and realized his feelings, now I also wanted to show sympathy for him. I also went there to meet him.
He said only a few words to me which I remember well; he said, “You are a nice girl, your brother came to me, he told me about you.” and showed a smile. His words and expressions delighted me.
Then it was my mother’s turn, but today she was a bit different. She said him, “You are old now, and this building is too. Now, you should leave this building, anything can happen here, especially when children visit you.”
But this ignited his anger and he refused again. My mother tried to convince him but he didn’t agree.
Next day, I went their alone, he was leaving the house.
I was happy that he understood, but his conversation with me changed this thought.
“Now, uncle! Where are you going?”
“To die.” He replied.
“But”, I was shocked.
“That is what others wanted?” he said.
I tried to talk to him but he didn’t reply.
“If I would get another life and I had to born again I would like to born in your house.”
I shouted on his back but he didn’t listened.
That is what happened last week. But I was shocked when yesterday I got that news. He was passing from the Hospital Road when he died in another car accident.
That Hospital Road, saved many lives, but destroyed his.
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In your rememberence
I remember those days,
When you were with me.
One day I was shoked when-
I didn’t was you beetween.
Others shouted and does whatever they can.
But I was watching your face that dawn.
I fargot everything, my mind was empty.
I asked question to myself am I redy?
Remembering those nights when I was sick,
You sit neer my head saing something to me.
Remembering your face I forgot my pain
Cry for you to wash my stain.
I can bear words to my name
But when someone say something to you, I feel shame
Might fall down in my knees
As I’m fighting for your dreams.
Thou are finished for others,
But alive in my dreams.
Once you said I’m your heart.
I cry for you forever.
-Chetan Bhasin
Dedicated to my NANI [Died 15th August, 2008].
I can’t finish it ’cause I haven’t enough words.
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The Treasure I Found
Hello friends,
There are many things in this world about which we cannot even think.
I had also found many of those things and captured in my tressure box.
I want to share my tressure box with everyone in this world.
If you are intrested in my world see it here:
The Tressure I Found(Click the coloured words)
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Diffrent from others
My best habit that I like myself is thinking in alone. Some people say that thinking in alone is not a good thing. But according to me it is the best thing in the whole world a person can. It is also said that empty mind is evil’s home, so thinking is a good solution to make you mind full of thoughts. Yes, but the most important thing when we are thinking is that what we are thinking. Think positive, be positive and be yourself. These are the true words which will always inspire you always and makes you different from others. And actually that is the main topic.
As usual when thinking in alone I found that others are very much better than me and I am a dumb kind of person. But that was the worst thought of my whole life. We should never think that we are dumb even if the whole world said same to us. If we are really thinking that we are a true dumb and if not we are the one who always getting a way between millions of problems. After some time when I was getting this point I came to a path where I found that I am different from others but not in that way which I was thinking before. And here is the proof, I am writing this which most of the people can not even understand, I thought how dumb they are as they thought that I am dumb. Even I feel sorry for those who are really a part of this world and do not know the truth of this world.
Many a times I see that a group of people is sitting together and saying other one a loser. They pretend to be very smart but they are not at all smart. If you individually visit them they will told you that those were his or her friends whom he is saying loser. I think that those people not even know the meaning of friend, how dumb they are. Even those people said to me that “you are my friend”, I also said them that “You are my best friend.” But if you individually ask me I will surly say that those are the worst people I’ve ever seen and they are not at all my friends. Do you know the reason that why will I do so? If not I will tell you. Actually, I ne’er like to fight with those people who are dumb and also I do like to make myself a step away from those.
Once my teacher asks me to tell then names of my friends I took only one name. My teacher replied “school is too big and you have only one friend. See the others they have a lot of friends.” I said to my teacher that:” Mam, actually most of the students do not have a single friend, at least I have one. Others have mates, schoolmates, partners but not friends.” Actually the word friend contains a very deep meaning which is not undertaken by most of the people.
And at that time I was the only person who knows all these things. And it is also a proof that I am not a dumb and I have different from others. This is the thing in me which makes me different from others, better from others. My thoughts are my best thing. This is the thing in me which makes me overtake all those who thought me dumb. And one day they will be frightened when they will see me ahead them…
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Those Eyes
I had seen that unforgetful eyes
Some kind of pain inside-
Can be seen through hopeless sighs.
Pain of the deep past
Inside the body-
Eating her very fast.
Everytime I see those eyes
Those were searching some hope-
From my side.
Unforgetful days of my life
Make me feels
A pain inside.
Life’s most painful part
Never before seen and in future-
I will never again see that.
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Pain
2:15 P.M.
10th April, 2009
I know it-
When it was a part of this beautiful world.
Passing through feelings of every life,
Changing every life into a good one.
I know it,
When someone take its name,
Its pain.
Many people feel it is bad,
Many feel it is good.
Many feel it as a part of life.
But none of them understood.
If it’s not good, bad or a part of life,
What is it?
I think, I understand-
It’s nothing, but pain.
When we are sleeping,
When we are dead.
It keeps alive-
In someone’s life.
Everyone feels it at least once in life.
But, still it’s not a part of it.
It is a wave of change.
It’s nothing, but pain.
You can feel it if you survive,
Survive to that, which known as life.
Once you are behind it-
You can’t feel other’s pain.
Once you move forward,
Then you’ll forget your own days.
But, standing between it
Will make you truly taste pain…
But, all these things live behind,
If you are walking on the path of pain.
I feel black when I came to know,
There is no one again.
Pain is so painful,
But still having pain will gain.
If you really know how to use it
Otherwise it will make your blood drain.
So, what can we do to fight this pain?
What can we do to stop this drain?
I’ll tell you.
Do what I’m doing.
Wait for the relief
Which comes after the pain…
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